I'm feeling much better than seven hours ago. Thank you.
..although going to bed at ten makes me wake up at shitty hours like three-fifteen in the morning.
My peers and I are very shallow. We focus on appearance and take everything for granted.
SO WHAT? THAT'S BECAUSE WE CAN!
That doesn't mean we're not perfectly capable of being saints and philanthropists. We just choose not to be as the sweeping generalizations give us little room to differ.
It's ridiculous that parents tend to expect their offspring to fund all expenses when WE HAVE NO INCOME. Throw us some allowance to manage.
It would be much easier if us humans forgot all of this civilized/superior species nonsense and just embraced ourselves as animals, living in caves and doing nothing but fucking, eating, sleeping, living, dying. No money system, no government, no education, no reasoning/religion, no friends, no enemies, no doctors and diagnosing, no parent/teacher authority, no grounding, no punishment within the household, no laws, no rules, no law enforcement, no "consequences", no disgust for others in our species for pretending to be more profound than their superficial little shit minds will alow them to be-- NOTHING BUT OFFSPRING AND FOOD TO LIVE FOR! So much trouble would be saved. We make everything so difficult.
I remember one theory about how the world was created for beetles/cockroaches-- they can survive so much, and life is much easier for them as they are perfectly content to eat shit of other species and all the dead shits = abundance of food for beetles.
My sophomore schedule looks pretty intimidating-- Sophomore Chemistry, MY ASS. I'm not interested in that higher-curriculum that isn't even weighted. I see no point for me to take it. Neither do my parents. :D
My textbook for taking the health class online came yesterday. On top of that I am blessed with the requirement of reading the six-hundred paged The Once and Future King. <--Fuck that shit. KING ARTHUR STORIES? REALLY? Give us a book that will have us thinking and reasoning and demonstrating our ability to OWN teachers in deep, philosophical discussions regarding life. Fucking idiots that dictate my education. :o(
I'm full of shit early in the morning-- it's good people can't see me like this.
If I get a job at the library as a page next summer, it's about eight bucks an hour.
I'm relieved to have grown up since elementary/middle school.